Single Sort Of

I am living in my apartment now. It is already home. My family has enfolded me. They have all been so generous and loving, it has been a great comfort. I did not anticipate the emotional upheaval I feel. I was so excited about finally making a fresh start. I thank God for my family and my friends every day. This confusion and pain will pass with their help. I just have to learn to accept it with open arms. I am a stubborn wench.

I miss my kids. Oh, I see them every day except for the oldest who left for college again yesterday. I missed them this much when I was living with them too. They are all so grown up.